My own depression was like an invisible illness that slowly crept up on me throughout my entire life, going relatively unnoticed. I had no control over my thoughts or feelings, and after a while, I didn't have the willpower to live or fight. I just wanted to be loved and to make friends, but every day was an endless struggle in a life of desolation and loneliness.
But on March 29th, 2019, at 9:26 am, I experienced a phenomenon physicists call a quantum superposition meaning two or more conflicted states / alternative realities existing at the exact same time and in the same space. Where I observed my suicide from the past, present and future, including the moment of now.
Through this experience, I discovered that there is no such thing as death as we know it when you physically die; only consciousness exists before it collapses into one of those realities.
Followed by a painful five-hour kundalini or consciousness awakening that spontaneously reversed all of my mental and physical health issues overnight, including my testicular and prostate cancer. I initially thought that my healing journey was unique to me.
However, during this experience, I received many extraordinary gifts including pure consciousness where I have no inner voice, or chatter and no ego I experience pure silence all the time with no self-doubt and unable to judge.
Where it is possible to feel and sense what is happening with someone on the other side of the world as if you were standing right next to me. Including the ability to read your subconscious mind giving you a unique perspective to why you feel a certain way and why you are unable to move forward in life.