I have been where some of you are now.


My depression was like an invisible illness that slowly crept up on me throughout my entire life, going relatively unnoticed.

After living with 30 years of sexual, physical and mental abuse, suffering from PTSD, severe depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and loneliness, I had had enough. I concluded that suicide was my only option to finally achieve inner peace after hitting rock bottom in December 2018. 

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I had no control over my thoughts or feelings, and after a while, I didn't have the willpower to live or fight. I just wanted to be loved and to make friends, but every day was an endless struggle in a life of desolation and loneliness. 

But on March 29th, 2019, at 9:26 am, I experienced a phenomenon physicists call a quantum superposition meaning two or more conflicted states / alternative realities existing at the exact same time and in the same space. Where I observed my suicide from the past, present and future, including the moment of now. I discovered that there is no such thing as death as we know it when you physically die; only consciousness exists before it collapses into one of those realities.

Immediately followed by experiencing a painful five-hour kundalini or consciousness awakening that spontaneously reversed all of my mental and physical health issues overnight, including my testicular and prostate cancer. In time, as I share in ONEO, my autobiography I discovered I had received many extraordinary gifts, including pure consciousness where I have no inner voice, or chatter and no ego. I experience pure silence all the time with no self-doubt and or ability to judge.


I can feel and sense what is happening with someone on the other side of the world, just as if you were standing right next to me. I have the ability to read your subconscious, giving you a unique perspective as to why you feel a certain way and why you are unable to move forward in life. At the same time heal you.


I am wholly transparent and 100% honest, approaching each new person without judgement and with a genuine commitment to change your life forever.